I read a pastor once who said, "Going into the ministry is like throwing up; sometimes you can put it off for a while but eventually you just have to go ahead and do it."
I kind of feel that way about a blog. I've had people say I should write one. I've often felt that I had more to say about something than could be posted on Facebook. I love reading blogs and gaining wisdom, perspective, laughter and sharing life with people that I would never otherwise be able to.
But, to be honest, there are lots of bloggers out there who have much more to share and better ways to say it than I do. Sometimes, it seems like the height of hubris to post something on the Web, as if to say..."I have the solution!" What could I possibly say that would add anything of value? And, there is enough noise, words, speaking, talking, informing out in the world that I don't want to add to that if it's not going to be, as Proverbs 25:11 says, "A word aptly spoken is like apples of gold in settings of silver." Also, as my husband can attest to, I don't always respond well to criticism; yet here I am, opening myself up for it. Scary, in many ways.
Apparently though, it is time for me to "throw up" and occasionally add my voice. I have no delusions of grandeur but rather seek to share my thoughts and heart of the moments God has given me. I also have no idea as to consistency. I'll post when I have something burning on my heart and I would guess it will end up being like my prayer journals- a sporadic but honest accounting of my moments and days. Thank you for joining me.
I wonder why no one ever comments to the very first post (or, actually, on most posts). I've wondered that for a long time. So, I tend to read and comment. I love to read those first entries...to see why people started. What inspired them...and I love to leave a comment. Just to say, "Hello, I was here. I read what you wrote. I spent time with you today...it was lovely." Enjoyed your writing. And, I will be back to read more... :)
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